Love…I don’t even know how to start talking about it. Love…hearing the word caused me to feel overwhelmed with indescribable emotions that have invaded my soul, my heart and my existence .
Love… a terrible horrible scary feeling, a
destructive virus that takes control of us, dysfunctions our
minds and thoughts, and dominates our poor weak hearts
leading us to a dark nowhere. Despise it? Yes I do. Hate it?
Sure I do. I don't even find the right words to transmit my disgust for that horrific fake thing called love. I just don't want
be guided by such a silly stupid, phony blind feeling. I can't
put the trust I've spent my life too careful of putting In it the
perfect place. Am I going to waste it on love? NO, no, no, I'm
too conscious to do it. What about being self-confident and
comfortable, am I going to blow it too only for damn crappie
love.No,10000000000 times NO. Then I'll be the world craziest
person. But ,don’t they say lovers are crazy? Then keep it
for themselves. At this time of my life I needn't any madness
and I don't believe that I'll. So, that's it , enough, cut the crap,
stop claiming that love is happiness, is joy coz it's nothing but
pain, suffering, tears, aches, sadness, melancholy and unhealed
injuries...........it's an eternal hell.
destructive virus that takes control of us, dysfunctions our
minds and thoughts, and dominates our poor weak hearts
leading us to a dark nowhere. Despise it? Yes I do. Hate it?
Sure I do. I don't even find the right words to transmit my disgust for that horrific fake thing called love. I just don't want
be guided by such a silly stupid, phony blind feeling. I can't
put the trust I've spent my life too careful of putting In it the
perfect place. Am I going to waste it on love? NO, no, no, I'm
too conscious to do it. What about being self-confident and
comfortable, am I going to blow it too only for damn crappie
love.No,10000000000 times NO. Then I'll be the world craziest
person. But ,don’t they say lovers are crazy? Then keep it
for themselves. At this time of my life I needn't any madness
and I don't believe that I'll. So, that's it , enough, cut the crap,
stop claiming that love is happiness, is joy coz it's nothing but
pain, suffering, tears, aches, sadness, melancholy and unhealed
injuries...........it's an eternal hell.
I believe that I've been really tough on love, I seemed like a heartless
one ,cold ,hateful, selfish, too pessimistic. Sure anyone reading this would definitely say that I'm an emotionless person, a one that doesn't know what love is. Well,..............that's true. Love…Never for me
